Finding Hard!!!

Its high time to do all things on my own. Highly independent life, at the same time more responsibilities. Have got many things clogged up. First have to clear it out soon. Have to reply for unopened letters from Bank, NHS etc. Finding more odd to start from scratch. Its all because of the luxury I enjoyed at home. From now on I have to restrict myself on food, because I am the cook. Many things have changed here at Oxford, have to get acclimatized soon. Meanwhile, have to call home regularly. In this busy schedule, I don't know really how I am going to link up myself. Its a fast world here. I am going to stick to their pace. Otherwise I would be dropped. Making my mind and body, mentally & physically fit to go head with it. Many friends moved out, have to call them and update all things with. It will take at least couple of days for me to settle and sort out all the incomplete work to be done!!!

Ready 2 leave....

Mixed emotions in my heart - feeling good to get back to Oxford & at the same time feeling bad and nostalgic to leave home. I've never felt this way before. Since its only two and half days more to leave, I've become sick of getting back. Its also because of home food, family and friends. I don't want to miss any of the home sophistication and privilege which I enjoyed in the past four months. Any how I've to leave India for which I cannot take up these excuses. My future remains an undefined mystery which holds millions of questions in my heart. Hope for the best I can! Had a great time with friends, though very little (just 3 days in a solid four and half months!!!), in which many of my pals were so busy with their work. So couldn't get sufficient time to link up... Lets hope for next meet with all friends. Mean time, I've to pack every thing which become a huge and difficult task. I am so confused with my baggage! I really don't know what to take and leave. Whatever I can bring from here can only long for just a month, later I've to buy all from Oxford. So planning to get less baggage for two reasons. First, in Oxford I can get every thing as I wish! Secondly, I am advised not to carry heavy weight. So I cannot pull two separate huge travel rollers on each hand. Therefore, I decided to carry just one roller and accommodate only little stuff which can be taken depend on the roller capacity. Looking forward to the next phase of my life after studies. As every human grows, their responsibility as well grows along with them. I too have many responsibilities and duties to look after. After had a major surgery and long sit back, now my total system have been refreshed and acquired new kinda energy. Hope those energy will make a positive thoughts which eventually lead to a positive action!!!

The Human Psychology!

The Human Psychology! I used to wonder how people often change their mind and character. I am no exception! Still you cannot accept when some body change their attitude all of the sudden to their favour. Usually, when people do suffer, then they start blame others for no reason. They tend to gossip about others behaviour and start become a story fabricator! In reality, when our mind felt distrust, stressed and low, we apparently becomes a talebearer. To just convince our self from the defeat, we start talk all non sense about others, especially one we hate most, instead of learning peace. This is the human psychology. This sort of mental attitude starts from home and lead to the work place and finally ruin one's happiness. Instead if they mature enough to get hold of their heart, mind and soul, they attain joy and happiness. When ever any efforts you put to do any thing doesn't turn up to be a acceptable work, then there must be some time needed for the same thing to become a grand success. By and large, the human mind stuck up with the huge success in one time. Therefore they cannot accept the truth that every effort or action you take to accomplish some work will reward you as you deserve in one or couple of times later! So nothing wrong in keep trying for the second time. I myself admired this quote many times when ever I feel low and when every thing were not going in the way I wanted "I didn't fail 100 times, rather I found 100 ways which doesn't work" by Thomas Alva Edison. Taking even your fall in a positive tone will help you to get a better perspective of your life. Its easy to say by word but hard to practice! Of course, life has many challenges and hurdles to reach what you desire! Opportunities are open and options have become wide, only thing is we need to think which one to choose! Life has two options on every step you take! Either right or wrong always persists! But which one to choose solely depends on you & your situation...

A good reunion!!!

Last Week full of joy and fun along with pretty excitement as well!!! Reason behind that was I met my friends after a full long year and half. It was fun and exciting when I was about to meet them. Starting with a get to gather along with my UG friends (Mukund, Nirmal, Krishna, Lingesh & Jyothi-only few) though many didn't turn up, it was great at Dhabba Express, Nugambakkam. Then next day met my best friend Aishu along with her hubby & kid. Especially when I met my friend with her, an year and a quarter old daughter, the moments were most beautiful and cannot express in words. Later my best buddy Chandru also joined us who had just returned from States. Moving around the Inox city center and had a little dinner there at food court. She was a cute little angel who can be capable of drawing every one's attention. Her infantile behaviour were amazing. Her name is Pranathi Venkat. She is very cute with KFC chicken wings. She tries to eat on her own with small boney thing on her mouth, so called TEETH. As it was very small, like two white blunt lines drawn on either side of her gums, she finds the chicken wings as a strong meat to chew on her mouth. Finally she succeeded on digesting it using her small teeth. It was so beautiful watching that stuff. Little angel gave me a long kiss on my cheek which was really great. Later on that day, I finished my long sweet day with another good school friend, named Sowndarya at Mylapore Saravana Bhavan. It was a heavy day with full of wonderful moments. I cannot afford to or never forget that day in my life. It was damn funfilling and a great joy to be hang out with our loved ones after a long time! Longing for another day of such sort in near future. This time I wish all my other friends would come and make it even more wonderful!!! Lets see how long it will take for another reunion - God only knows!!!

School Day Rivals!!!

Last FRIDAY, a good day for me. I had a nice time with my old school friend. Lunch at hotel, few hours of chat and a picture view in my home - all has brought back my school life again alive! Unstoppable class room rivals, unforgettable cultural competitions, class cut rehearsals etc etc... A million dollar is not sufficient to get back those days. Potential EGO, Male chauvinism, anti feminism were the actual drive of our mind and heart those days! Some times there has been a little chide which was taken into a huge quarrel among the boys and girls in the class (especially to me and my good old friend). We were equally balanced both on studies and co-curricular activities. We both will give a tough fight for every thing (competition, presentation, seminar, stage announcement etc). Since I was the Boys representative during my higher secondary, many rivals starts with poll taken. Girls will always win the poll because they were exceedingly higher in numbers than boys(3:1 ratio). We never used to give up anything easily what we fought for. Me and my friend had another set of friends on each of their side, who will always instigate the problem rather than pacify it. All the problems will come to an end only when the teacher enters the class and move on with the subject. Though we had many disputes through out our higher secondary, we had a best time indeed. Lot of misunderstanding, immature conflicts and all the above a healthy competition which made us today what we are! The lesson I personally learned from my school life is how to make a good friendship without fighting? Anyway it is not fair possible to make but lets try at least to do. Miss those days, Missing my school friends and I wanna those days to come back alive again! However, those memories were certainly enough to move on and cherish our mind forever, which we did on last Friday! Hope to see all my friends soon and I'll write few interesting fights and emotional incidents on forthcoming post!!!

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Change is the only thing that never changes. Yeah! That's true. People do change as their mind wish and according to the situation. Still their inner heart never forget those past memories! Many may hold a good sweet memoirs as well as grudges in their heart. As the days rolls by, human mind tends to forget those bitter experience but never forget their rejoicing past. It will always cherish one's mind and soul. The way to keep their memoirs fresh is by making a sort of gathering with the loved one's or by visiting their place with little surprises. Those surprises give them a eye wide happiness and a day that never to be forgotten. One more day of worth living!!! The biggest gift you can give any body is your time - a good quote! Though we accept the fact, ironically there is no time for ourselves in the day-to-day life! But our heart does need some time for ourselves and for others too. Only our mind doesn't allow that time to be spend for anybody (including our self!) because it is running behind the happiness so called MONEY, leaving the real happiness! To be forgotten by all would worse than death. If those sort of thoughts hit anyone hard, then their life become a nightmare or dead weight rather than a blessing! Therefore, a little time to share the joy & regrets to a special one could change the mind and refresh oneself from the hectic schedule.