Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Living Life Large :)

As this topic makes me so anxious to write more. For example, what would be an average school goer's wish to live his/her life in this modern era? Having a luxury apartment with all updated e-gadgets (from Wii Nintendo, ipad, iphone to latest laptop) and handful of money for well spending. Every one look at others way of living, adore them and wish to live their (others) life. Apparently, donning different colours on ourselves, trying variety of new things (right from changing the food habit, dressing, hurting others personal sentiments etc...), which makes more awful both in physical appearance and mental thoughts. First, Deserve and then desire. Second, one has to analyze and organize themselves and make out what suits them the best and how to carry themselves etc. Living life large doesn't only mean to have all luxury at home or where ever they go, it also mean how comfort when they move and be social with others. That matters a lot. We all notice only the spending alone, not even mind to think how much hard work one has to put, to earn this money by compromising his/her personal values or respect. Nowadays, in the name of globalization, people tend to live an unhealthy and pitiable life. For a matter of showing off, they started going out and spending lavishly, having sumptuous food and attire, hiding their disability in many ways, pretending to be so generous towards social cause, makes their life so miserable. I personally think that these people are sick mentally and super bug doesn't make the society sick, only these morons does!!! By doing it so, every one lacks their identity and they losing their personal reverence too. Perception differs, as far as I am concerned, living a life large could be in our hands to make it more happier than other influences (money and other forms of wealth). Doing what we like and enjoy doing that job will give you mental happiness which is more than anything in the world. Small acknowledgement and little appreciation for your work gives you what you could yearn for your whole life. Mentally matured and at the end of every day being happy themselves and making others happy would be a worth mentioning life. For every one, at some point of time in their life, there would be a tug-of-war between money and happiness, it always depends on which one we can choose to make our life bigger, brighter and more colourful!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Betrayal.....

Betrayal - act of untrustworthiness. From birth till death, almost every human being has been betrayed in various ways. It either can be done for money or other benefits. We can see this act in business, politics, education, sports and even in personal life. It will take years to build up the trust, whereas one act of distrust will take a second to spoil every thing. We must always look onto the point in two angles (in fact, as many angles as possible). The person who got betrayed will not necessarily be a nerd to get deceived always. At the same time, the perpetrator who has got a solid reason to do this, would be for the sake of money and fame which he cannot possess by his individuality. Apart from money and other luxuries they attain as a physical enjoyment, they lack mental comfort or happiness. The victim would be suffering psychological trauma, which nobody would even mind to think of. But when it happens to them, they will curse the rest of the world for their loss. Leave all the external part, how would one feel if he/she comes to know that they have got betrayed in any means. That moment would be like a thorn always pricks his/her heart forever. Even worse if they had been betrayed by their loved one's. People don't really understand how it pains, when they make others cry, unless they suffer. I am also a victim for this and I've been betrayed many times till today, even by my close buddies. I am not an exception. I feel sorry for my ignorance and I knew the pain of betrayal. After one such event, I can't even ready to forgive and digest what I've undergone. This happened to me in the recent past in Oxford itself. When you are not ready to keep up the promise, don't pretend to be a loyal friend. If you don't really mean, then don't give promise. I've a bad habit of believe every one as my good friend. Its very hard to judge one person even after you have been with them for long time. You cannot find out their true colour. People think they are smart and clever enough to dump other. They cannot think of the consequences, which other faces because of their cheap activities. It will be the worst pain when your body and heart being active, while your mind deprived of oxygen to think of anything else. You can tolerate only for some time, every body will have their own level of tolerance and patience. You cannot except how bad one would react when they came to know the fact. In fact, I'll go crazy when I came to know that I've been fooled around. People who have done this to me are still in my vicinity, gave me a mental pain, making problems with other friends. I really don't know what they have gained by doing it so. At last, they have been thrown away from my house because of their cheap behaviour and I consider them as a third rated morons or thrash can who I can't even imagine to suit my state of dignity. I felt ashamed for being with them long back. They were fabricating stories and spreading wrong words, which I don't care. Later I felt its a waste of time to think about those issues and sort of people. Finally, its up to each individual to think about their duty and keep up their promise as being loyal and trust worthy friend to every one!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

What Destiny has in store for me???

Hi to myself and all... Its been a long gap since I pen down my last post.. Actually, there was nothing much or interested happened in life to put on words. Then you can ask me what made me to write today? that's a good question. It started like this... as usual today (Saturday, so people used to spend their wages on clubs and restaurants) was pretty busy going at Domino's till half nine, then there was a slog... Deyan (Manager) started sending people home... Me and Waheeda (new friend of mine) were busy discussing about in store people. As the conversation goes long, another good friend of mine Dr. Mahesh has also joined hands with us. You may wonder what doctor is doing at Domino's or am I misspelt him as doctor. Certainly, the word doctor made me to write today. When I introduce Mahesh to Waheeda, who is new to our store, I addressed him as doctor, as he is. Then we started talking about our destiny. There hits my mind.. What's my destiny will be? or what it has in store for me? So, I thought of writing about my own unknown destiny here. It remains as an undefined mystery yet. After having a good high class education at alien land, struggling to pick up one good, professional job and thinking of a terrible surgery back home few months ago.. my natal chart seriously looks horrible for me for almost an year till now.. I am afraid that all the planets are going in Brownian Motion as stated by Robert Brown (a Scottish Botanist) ages back. What is the purpose of my life? Why am I here? There is no answer for me to these questions. I always used to say PASS to these sort of issues, when ever it hit my mind millions times before and eat my mind like an anxiety disorder. But now, its a high time for me to take some necessary action to put all my planets together aligned at one place and make a proper movement. Things will always seem to be so complicated when it happens and we may feel nervous or in dilemma to take good decision while it is happening or going through.. but later, the same thing was seem to be so simple after it has happened, whether the end product will be an innovative creation or may be a most disastrous crap. Like that I don't really know what decision am I going to take for my life's progress right at the moment. Hopefully I should not regret for what I am doing now, keeping my fingers crossed for an unopened chapter of my life. As I was scribbling this at twelve in the midnight, my mom was calling from India (it was half five in the morning... as they are in the other pole of the earth, the sun used to come out so early to wake up the people from their bed, which never comes on time here at so called ENGLAND and people here used to take much pride to describe this as British Weather) to say that, an important star (which is responsible for job & good health) on my birth chart is migrating from one place to other, so that he can do some favour for me to put every thing straight and makes me more focussed on my profession. After hearing this, how could one be there by not believing in his own natus or destiny? Wish and hope that, my natus will have loads of good in store for me and for all my friends either :):):)

Friday, September 3, 2010

Kitty Trip to Oxford!!!

Almost after a year and a half, Kitson had been back to Oxford. It was a wonderful day fun filled not only with him, but also with another friend of mine, my UG college mate Dhanvanth. Kitson and Dhanvanth had brought one more friend of them, Swathi. She is very cute, short and photoholic.. She is like men in disguise. Has all the traits of a typical girl but projects everything in a guy's manner. It was the first time I met her day before yesterday. At first we had a generic type of greets and regards shared among us (with little hesitance) and we had a nice lunch prepared by (Of course) me. Later, as the time goes the little barrier between us has gone without notice. We were like good old friends as Kitty and Dhanu. Its very odd for me to get attached to any acquittance in a short span of time. It happened with very few before. She is also one of such kind. Here I must mention that she has a very immense talent of describing a story. She is a good narrator and she is in damn wrong study course. If Mr. Mani Ratnam's fate is good, then he will surely pick her up as his assistant. I think this is fairly enough to please her. Any reward for this post can be generously shared by Dhanu & Kitty. I, with my consent knowledge giving them my share of gratitude for getting me introduced to her. First our plan was to visit the nearby Blenheim Palace, since we were running short of time, we cancelled and were roaming on the streets of Oxford. Then we thought of punting. Starting by 6 pm, along the bank of river Thames, we four of us had hired a peddling boat, in which Dhanvanth was a Captain who has the steering power on his left hand and an useless (sorry, nothing to offend any one here in person with intention) sight seeing creature on his right. Actually, its not like she didn't put any effort to move the boat, unfortunately she can't reach the peddle of the boat. If it was a luxury cruise with movable seat, then I am damn sure that she alone enough to peddle it for the whole enjoyable evening. Anyway, as the Britain's weather was very graceful on us and the Sun that never goes behind the clouds to take rest, we had a great photo shoot and made few clashes with our fellow boat mates. Meanwhile, Swathi was obsessed on admiring a professional roarer and Dhanu has discovered a new age Tarzan, who was roaring a boat for his lady love. After an hour, our punt returned safe to the place where it was taken without any damage. Next spot was Oxford castle, where we spent some lovely time chatting, pulling Swathi's leg, got punished and totally exhausted for a day. Now its a time for dinner, looking for almost all the Indian eat outs in Oxford and finally entered into Kebab Kid. Had a relishing supper where Kitty was forgiven for all his pranks he played on that day. Returned to home by half eleven, since Dhanvanth was very tired and sleepy, they planned to stay here overnight and start by early morning next day. After deciding to stay back, we were cherishing our old memories and become a gossip mongers till early morning three O'clock. They started by seven after few hours of sleep, only because she had an interview for part time by afternoon. On the whole it was a lovely day, spent nicely and remembered deeply forever!!!

Friday, July 23, 2010

Simply a Great Day!!!!

Today I've been blessed with the Balaji's Divya Dharshanam & the great music legend, Thiru. Bala Murali Krishna's concert @ Birmingham. I must thank my friend & professor Dr. ANANYA, for this surprise visit and also I owe my kind gratitude to Mr. SRIDHAR & Mrs. LATHA SRIDHAR, for taking us to this divine place. One more person I must mention here is Ms. BHUVANA, who has spent her birthday gracefully on this providential occasion. The following are the summary of today's visit. We have started from Oxford by half four in the evening and reached Birmingham temple in two hours. It was an one hour concert, started by 7 pm. Although, he had sung "Oru Naal Podhuma, naan paada oru naal podhuma" (Shall one day is enough for me to sing...) in Tamil on his early days, unfortunately, today he was restricted to only one hour for just two songs to sing. However, all the invites were blessed to hear at least two of his own compositions tonight. Though, the concert was merely a greek & latin for me (because he sang in Telugu, his mother tongue), still I enjoyed to my fullest. Thats why, I agree when people say music doesn't have any language barrier. I admired the music knowledge and passion of Mr & Mrs Sridhar. The time we spent together may be less, but we shared many things. Many things we have discussed today were from psychology to cinema and from carnatic music to ancient civilization & their construction. I think it was a pretty informative talk and issues rather than a normal chatter. After dinner at McD, we again started from there by half nine and reached Oxford by eleven 'o clock without any unexpected delay in the motor way. Then we dropped Bhuvana, just opposite to her house and the rest of my fellow mates have come all the way to barton from headington to drop me at my door step. That makes a complete as well as a perfect evening for me, certainly for others too, I believe. Today, I really felt I've gone to a different world. Once again I thank all of my fellow mates for making this day, a very wonderful and memorable day for me forever!!! And I hope we will make another trip as like today in the near future :)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Weather Changes!!!

I have been woken up today by the cold breeze of lovely mother nature. All of the sudden, again the weather changes. Rain starts from today. There has been a prediction that this week would have the power rain storms and gloomy weather. Again the UK back to its form with its own cold, chill climate. That must be depressing, because every day ends by four or half past three in the early evening. Hereafter, it will take an extra couple of minutes to get ready for going out. We need to change to all knit wears and woolen fabrics. All the shops at city centre would have an end clearance sale for this summer. The entire scenario will change as the weather changes. But irrespective of the changes that goes on, life has to move. Thats makes the life more interesting. Meeting new people, new goal, new perspective towards life etc.. Things seem to be wrong today will change into right tomorrow, I used to wonder often its because of the mind or the time which is the cause for the difference. There is nothing in the life called good & bad, do & don't or right or wrong exists!!! If it favours our need then its called gud & right, otherwise its bad &wrong. But I could also say that unless your action, words or even thought which doesn't bother your fellow mate, then what ever you do is right. I ultimately believe in this point and some times keep arguing myself by thinking about this issue. Why the human life is so complicated? Or is it the life or the mind which is the origin of this sort of complications. I never got a right answer to this question till now which might have hit my mind more than few hundred times only after coming to UK. I also used to wonder, is it the mental maturity to think like that or an atmospheric condition, an external influence (the depressing weather...) which makes my mind to think about this unwanted issues.. At the end of the day, I realized that the human mind always tend to think like this if it is wandering lonely!!!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Most hottest day of this year 2010...

Today is predicted to be the most hottest day of this year 2010 at Oxford i.e. 30 Degrees. Its so hot, wandering in the summer would be a worst idea. I never felt that Oxford can be this hotter ever! Apart from this, every day starts even by four in the morning and the sun sets only by half ten in the night. To my goodness, its better to stay in Trichy rather than being here. At least there the people are blessed with fan, AC etc... Ironically, here all but one with the heaters.. grrr! No way to escape from the hot waves spitting element so called "SUN". Indian tropical weather is much better than this, because where in India, it used to sweat and the body potential to withstand the heat can be replenished by drinking energy liquids. Where as here, there is no sweat come out of your body and the hot rays were more fierce to make you dry as much as it can. The sun screen lotions, coolers and half dress are the driving elements used by public to move on. With out these, one cannot expect to go out of the house. But it all will last only till July, then again the winter starts. Back to warmer, heater, Jerkin and Jackets...

Cambridge Trip!!!

In a next few days, I went to Cambridge along with Merrila, Saranya and Sathish. It was a one day trip and all went well, expect the unexpected road delay. Usually, it take three and a quarter hours to reach Cambridge from Oxford. But on that day, for heaven sake, it took double the hours, almost six hours to reach there. It was fun on the coach, Merrila was the one who used the lavatory to the most. But I should not blame the driver, because he tried many short routes to reach fast, still he was stuck up some where in the middle of the Traffic. For that he apologized to all, which I really appreciate. Later the noon, we have reached Cambridge, but was expected to be there in the morning. After lunch at a small kebab shop, went to tourist info to have a better insight of Cambridge whereabouts. Then decided to visit all the museum (actually, free entry thatsy!!!) instead of taking a city sightseeing bus which is 13 pounds for each person. Among the three museum visited, I enjoyed the zoological museum the most, though visiting museum is actually not my cup of coffee! Then decided for punting, but we were once again stuck with the disappointment, because there was no self pedalling boat available. Its again 16 pound each for a punt and we have to carry a men to row. Its very expensive. To be more economical, spent some time on the river side, had nice break for long continuous walk and fresh air to breath, took some more pics and started to next place. After that we were tired to walk any longer, but for the sake of exploring went into the city centre shopping mall and clicked few pics, where taking photos are prohibited. In the middle of the photo session, Sathish was interrupted by a security and told not to take pics over here. Then we said sorry for the ignorance and left the mall silently. It was around 5 pm, so exhausted by walking around the city, went to Mc Donald's for a drink break to refill our hard thirsty and started to Oxford by half six and reached here exactly by quarter past ten. Now the day ends with a perfect journey and cherishing memories to preserve for ever!!!

Monday, June 21, 2010

Meet and Greet!!!

Last week full of greetings and regards from my Oxford friends! Almost I have updated every one that I am back... My graduate friend Saranya, came to pick me up from the airport. From Heathrow to Oxford, she was narrating all the events and exciting moments which I missed while I was away. Reached my home sweet home. Later, the day took some rest and started to sort out the piled up works. Next few days were gone to meet those buddies who were waiting for my arrival. Met my work place colleagues and university friends, had good time. Still few are missing, have to link up with them. Many of my friends have relocated and conveyed their regards over mobile and FB. I am very glad to see all my friends again and it was fun moving with them. End of the week, I have been to most historic place of Oxford, the Ashmolean Museum with Merrila, Prajitha & one more friend of Meri. Later that night, me, my house mates and my Land lady & her son had gone for the buffet dinner at First Floor Restaurant in Cowley. There was Indian, Thai and Chinese cuisines were served with sweet desert. We had a wonderful time together after my return. I personally had a warm welcome back from all my friends here at Oxford. Thats how my whole first week at Oxford had gone!!! Next comes is the Cambridge trip!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Finding Hard!!!

Its high time to do all things on my own. Highly independent life, at the same time more responsibilities. Have got many things clogged up. First have to clear it out soon. Have to reply for unopened letters from Bank, NHS etc. Finding more odd to start from scratch. Its all because of the luxury I enjoyed at home. From now on I have to restrict myself on food, because I am the cook. Many things have changed here at Oxford, have to get acclimatized soon. Meanwhile, have to call home regularly. In this busy schedule, I don't know really how I am going to link up myself. Its a fast world here. I am going to stick to their pace. Otherwise I would be dropped. Making my mind and body, mentally & physically fit to go head with it. Many friends moved out, have to call them and update all things with. It will take at least couple of days for me to settle and sort out all the incomplete work to be done!!!

Friday, June 11, 2010

Ready 2 leave....

Mixed emotions in my heart - feeling good to get back to Oxford & at the same time feeling bad and nostalgic to leave home. I've never felt this way before. Since its only two and half days more to leave, I've become sick of getting back. Its also because of home food, family and friends. I don't want to miss any of the home sophistication and privilege which I enjoyed in the past four months. Any how I've to leave India for which I cannot take up these excuses. My future remains an undefined mystery which holds millions of questions in my heart. Hope for the best I can! Had a great time with friends, though very little (just 3 days in a solid four and half months!!!), in which many of my pals were so busy with their work. So couldn't get sufficient time to link up... Lets hope for next meet with all friends. Mean time, I've to pack every thing which become a huge and difficult task. I am so confused with my baggage! I really don't know what to take and leave. Whatever I can bring from here can only long for just a month, later I've to buy all from Oxford. So planning to get less baggage for two reasons. First, in Oxford I can get every thing as I wish! Secondly, I am advised not to carry heavy weight. So I cannot pull two separate huge travel rollers on each hand. Therefore, I decided to carry just one roller and accommodate only little stuff which can be taken depend on the roller capacity. Looking forward to the next phase of my life after studies. As every human grows, their responsibility as well grows along with them. I too have many responsibilities and duties to look after. After had a major surgery and long sit back, now my total system have been refreshed and acquired new kinda energy. Hope those energy will make a positive thoughts which eventually lead to a positive action!!!

Sunday, June 6, 2010

The Human Psychology!

The Human Psychology! I used to wonder how people often change their mind and character. I am no exception! Still you cannot accept when some body change their attitude all of the sudden to their favour. Usually, when people do suffer, then they start blame others for no reason. They tend to gossip about others behaviour and start become a story fabricator! In reality, when our mind felt distrust, stressed and low, we apparently becomes a talebearer. To just convince our self from the defeat, we start talk all non sense about others, especially one we hate most, instead of learning peace. This is the human psychology. This sort of mental attitude starts from home and lead to the work place and finally ruin one's happiness. Instead if they mature enough to get hold of their heart, mind and soul, they attain joy and happiness. When ever any efforts you put to do any thing doesn't turn up to be a acceptable work, then there must be some time needed for the same thing to become a grand success. By and large, the human mind stuck up with the huge success in one time. Therefore they cannot accept the truth that every effort or action you take to accomplish some work will reward you as you deserve in one or couple of times later! So nothing wrong in keep trying for the second time. I myself admired this quote many times when ever I feel low and when every thing were not going in the way I wanted "I didn't fail 100 times, rather I found 100 ways which doesn't work" by Thomas Alva Edison. Taking even your fall in a positive tone will help you to get a better perspective of your life. Its easy to say by word but hard to practice! Of course, life has many challenges and hurdles to reach what you desire! Opportunities are open and options have become wide, only thing is we need to think which one to choose! Life has two options on every step you take! Either right or wrong always persists! But which one to choose solely depends on you & your situation...

Saturday, June 5, 2010

A good reunion!!!

Last Week full of joy and fun along with pretty excitement as well!!! Reason behind that was I met my friends after a full long year and half. It was fun and exciting when I was about to meet them. Starting with a get to gather along with my UG friends (Mukund, Nirmal, Krishna, Lingesh & Jyothi-only few) though many didn't turn up, it was great at Dhabba Express, Nugambakkam. Then next day met my best friend Aishu along with her hubby & kid. Especially when I met my friend with her, an year and a quarter old daughter, the moments were most beautiful and cannot express in words. Later my best buddy Chandru also joined us who had just returned from States. Moving around the Inox city center and had a little dinner there at food court. She was a cute little angel who can be capable of drawing every one's attention. Her infantile behaviour were amazing. Her name is Pranathi Venkat. She is very cute with KFC chicken wings. She tries to eat on her own with small boney thing on her mouth, so called TEETH. As it was very small, like two white blunt lines drawn on either side of her gums, she finds the chicken wings as a strong meat to chew on her mouth. Finally she succeeded on digesting it using her small teeth. It was so beautiful watching that stuff. Little angel gave me a long kiss on my cheek which was really great. Later on that day, I finished my long sweet day with another good school friend, named Sowndarya at Mylapore Saravana Bhavan. It was a heavy day with full of wonderful moments. I cannot afford to or never forget that day in my life. It was damn funfilling and a great joy to be hang out with our loved ones after a long time! Longing for another day of such sort in near future. This time I wish all my other friends would come and make it even more wonderful!!! Lets see how long it will take for another reunion - God only knows!!!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

School Day Rivals!!!

Last FRIDAY, a good day for me. I had a nice time with my old school friend. Lunch at hotel, few hours of chat and a picture view in my home - all has brought back my school life again alive! Unstoppable class room rivals, unforgettable cultural competitions, class cut rehearsals etc etc... A million dollar is not sufficient to get back those days. Potential EGO, Male chauvinism, anti feminism were the actual drive of our mind and heart those days! Some times there has been a little chide which was taken into a huge quarrel among the boys and girls in the class (especially to me and my good old friend). We were equally balanced both on studies and co-curricular activities. We both will give a tough fight for every thing (competition, presentation, seminar, stage announcement etc). Since I was the Boys representative during my higher secondary, many rivals starts with poll taken. Girls will always win the poll because they were exceedingly higher in numbers than boys(3:1 ratio). We never used to give up anything easily what we fought for. Me and my friend had another set of friends on each of their side, who will always instigate the problem rather than pacify it. All the problems will come to an end only when the teacher enters the class and move on with the subject. Though we had many disputes through out our higher secondary, we had a best time indeed. Lot of misunderstanding, immature conflicts and all the above a healthy competition which made us today what we are! The lesson I personally learned from my school life is how to make a good friendship without fighting? Anyway it is not fair possible to make but lets try at least to do. Miss those days, Missing my school friends and I wanna those days to come back alive again! However, those memories were certainly enough to move on and cherish our mind forever, which we did on last Friday! Hope to see all my friends soon and I'll write few interesting fights and emotional incidents on forthcoming post!!!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Change is the only thing that never changes. Yeah! That's true. People do change as their mind wish and according to the situation. Still their inner heart never forget those past memories! Many may hold a good sweet memoirs as well as grudges in their heart. As the days rolls by, human mind tends to forget those bitter experience but never forget their rejoicing past. It will always cherish one's mind and soul. The way to keep their memoirs fresh is by making a sort of gathering with the loved one's or by visiting their place with little surprises. Those surprises give them a eye wide happiness and a day that never to be forgotten. One more day of worth living!!! The biggest gift you can give any body is your time - a good quote! Though we accept the fact, ironically there is no time for ourselves in the day-to-day life! But our heart does need some time for ourselves and for others too. Only our mind doesn't allow that time to be spend for anybody (including our self!) because it is running behind the happiness so called MONEY, leaving the real happiness! To be forgotten by all would worse than death. If those sort of thoughts hit anyone hard, then their life become a nightmare or dead weight rather than a blessing! Therefore, a little time to share the joy & regrets to a special one could change the mind and refresh oneself from the hectic schedule.

Friday, April 16, 2010

For a better & peaceful life!!!

No comments, No complaints & No expectation - A way to make a wonderful as well as peaceful life. A new mantra which I am learning every day! Really, Its working. But its hard to practice. Still if you could then it will turn your life forever! Being an human, we cannot surpass all the grievance just like that, cannot accept the defeat easily, cannot afford to let out your emotions all the time. Ironically, if we try to hold those things, then our life become more enjoyable. Live your life for you and live every moment! Holding a grudge doesn't give you anything but anger!!! Apparently, a miserable life without peace. Try to give up those negative energy and try making new positive energy around you which gives you more peace and enjoyment. Ultimately, the crux of the matter is keep silence until you are asked to talk and avoid hearing and commenting on others situation. Because it differs for every one as perception differs! You can easily comment and give suggestions for others complicated problems, but you cannot solve your own simple one! Never ever expect anything from others which hurts you more when they fail to keep up your expectation. Expectation always hurts. Do not complaint on others because that will also create an unnecessary problem to you. Don't take others problem on your head which will eat your mind. And its very expensive because it also take your valuable time!!!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Tremendous win by CSK :)

Wow! what a fantastic cricket! If you are crazy cricketians, then you should be blessed to watch this match.. 245 in 20 overs - First highest total ever in IPL. Previously, it was 240 conceded by same Chennai against Punjab in 2008. Now the record has been broken by itself!!! Murali Vijay smashed almost every ball to the boundary and there was a sixes raining through out the innings. Mathew Hayden on other side gave a good start to the team. After sending a hat trick boundaries, he left to pavilion in Wagh ball. Not bad about Ojha and Lumb, who gave a perfect start and had a very good striking rite from the beginning. Unfortunately, all their efforts were went in vain. Though the CSK had drooped few catches and some misfields, Bollinger bowling especially, the 16th over led us to win the match. The himalayan target of 245 in 20 overs had turned every body's head in cricket world. Albie Morkel has to be mention here for his ultimate contribution who scored 62 runs in 34 balls and 2 wickets which made a very big favour for Chennai super kings. After having a very huge target, Rajasthan Royals also followed the same run rate pattern almost 15 overs in the second innings. Ojha and Watson patnership were outstanding and if the chennai would have failed to send watson to pavillion then the match would have been to rajasthan. Till 16 th over which was bowled by bollinger, all the bowlers had been a philanthropist in giving runs! Later by taking a wicket for 5 runs by bollinger had put up a great pressure on batting side.. One more catch that has to be appreciated which was taken by bollinger (again!!!) jumping out off the boundary line in the air and managed to catch it again within the boundary. Simply Awesome it is like one of the catch taken previously by D. Hussey (KKR Vs DD) of that sort. He was felicitated for that and he was deserved to be!!! At last, the game came to an end finalizing Chennai's tremendous victory over Rajasthan! And this match holds the proud of having maximum sixes and maximum runs scored in the same single day!!!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Reason to pen down :):):)

What makes me to start writing this blog, I questioned myself? Every body in this world are searching for something and running behind a target. Certainly, me either.. But I still don't know where I am going and what I am following for? Had this been not happened if I wouldn't fall sick! Yes, I am writing, searching & literally jobless because I am not well. What happened to me.. A short review of past three months in my life!
The first phase of this anecdote happened at Oxford, UK. An urge to submit my masters dissertation last year, I had started to feel my back ache! But I didn't take it up so serious. Later the pain aggravated as the days went by. Soon after I finished my thesis, a great sign of relieve made me so happy. This excitement of finishing masters at foreign university preoccupied my mind with full of joy and exultation which concealed the pain enormously. Subsequently, I started off my work to get post study work visa and to Job. Apparently, my visa got extended along with my pain exceedingly.
This is the second phase of unwished, bitter and hard experience which I never want to go through or never wish to remember! This happened in India, at my home town Trichy. First I've been wrongly diagnosed by a rhematologist, orthologist and a general physician. This has taken up almost all my valuable vacation leaving me only a quarter of time to enjoy, still not properly diagnosed what crazy really happening on my back! At last consulted a Neurologist who certainly diagnosed the real problem asked me to go for a biopsy. Unfortunately, biopsy results didn't come out well. Now I've been advised to go for a surgery to rule out other possibilities which makes pragmatic difficulties in treating my problem.
As per the doctor's advise and with god's grace, I've undergone an open back surgery at T5 para vertebral bone in the spinal juncture which required about 10-12 inch cut in my back for them to remove a damaged bone and replace it with other rib bone (so called "grafting") which is unmistakebly tightened by screwing up from the spinal cord. WOW!!! now I am an Iron man tooooo!!!! But one silly doubt, wouldn't it be a problem walking every where with a screw and asked to cross the bomb detector in the airport ;0) ?!?!?!
I've been given a strong anesthesia which made me to go sleep for about 5 hours, where the operation has taken about four and half hours! So, I didn't feel any pain during the surgery. Ironically, the post surgery observations were very painful than before! Finally, after a month of surgery now I've been asked to do some basic exercises and mobility which allows me to start pen down a blog to push my long day! Still I am not allowed to sit for long time which hurts my back! Even this post I've completed in only by three sittings!!! Hope to kick start a good life soon!!!

Friday, April 2, 2010

40 Degree Celsius!!!

Hot sun rives the cloud and blows over its cursing rays to harm the human races! Especially in Trichy I am feeling right now the 40 degree celsius, which is intolerable. To add some fuel to the fire, there is also an every day 3 hour power cut has been in execution. To further dial up the situation, there is even some information stating that this power cut will get increased for one more hour. Poor people who exactly misjudged the ruling candidates are only suffering! Those who got the power in their hands are enjoying all the privilege of the government and say its so called "DEMOCRACY". On one hand the rural people and farmers are suffering tough to get hardly some more hours of current to face up their business & cultivation. Where as the capital city does not fall in this power cut implementation because it has all the current and former political powers in it. Who has the guts to say this? As a citizen of this republic we (I am) are highly practiced to tolerate all the problems and say life has to go on what ever happens!!!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

CSK won atlast!!!

Hurry!!! Today Chennai superkings won by 5 wickets! Cast your mind to couple of years back when CSK Vs RCB in the same Chepauk stadium.. Results were same! Chennai won against Bangalore! but only difference is CSk were in the second place in IPL and RCB were in the last but one place i.e. 7 place. Unfortunately, today the same match, same pitch and even same result but the places in the IPL table were vice verse!!! Apparently, after this win now the CSK has gone few places up in the table.. Lets hope and wish that this should go further to win the title.. Being in Tamil Nadu, whats else one can expect from a hard core cricket crazy lad! I damn sure that this win would give all the tamilians a great joy and exultation. Even in today's game there was some misfield seen especially when uthappa was dropped for nothing by Gony... Later in the last few overs which were really expensive when White smashed the balls to the boundary. If we could have saved that runs efficiently, then we would have won the match even much easier without have to put pressure on to the batsmen till last over. Anyway todays game was ours won by 5 wickets against RCB. Before I thought CSK has gone out off the IPL 3 table; but now there has been a slight little ray of hope showed on the team. Hope this should continue till end... Lets see what comes next!!!
CSK- Chennai Super Kings
RCB- Royal Challengers Bangalore

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Long Holiday

Hi,
Myself Nandhakumar qualified master graduate from Oxford, UK. After completing a long, hard and fun filled year of my masters degree in biotechnology, now I've been making a good long holiday in my home. Getting bored of being lonely at home and nothing to do. Sometime latter, a sudden hit on my mind.. how to spend my every long day with interruption of three hour power cut? then a thought which urge me to pen down every thing on a paper! that seems impossible because of many reasons. To start with, it is not possible to carry my scribblings every where I go! Secondly, to save paper (actually, a valid point). Finally, I am very lazy to sit and write! At last to rule out all the difficulties and also to push my day I've decided to make my own blog. Thats what I am doing right now!!! Lets see how my days begin to roll from now on along with blog.