What Destiny has in store for me???

Hi to myself and all... Its been a long gap since I pen down my last post.. Actually, there was nothing much or interested happened in life to put on words. Then you can ask me what made me to write today? that's a good question. It started like this... as usual today (Saturday, so people used to spend their wages on clubs and restaurants) was pretty busy going at Domino's till half nine, then there was a slog... Deyan (Manager) started sending people home... Me and Waheeda (new friend of mine) were busy discussing about in store people. As the conversation goes long, another good friend of mine Dr. Mahesh has also joined hands with us. You may wonder what doctor is doing at Domino's or am I misspelt him as doctor. Certainly, the word doctor made me to write today. When I introduce Mahesh to Waheeda, who is new to our store, I addressed him as doctor, as he is. Then we started talking about our destiny. There hits my mind.. What's my destiny will be? or what it has in store for me? So, I thought of writing about my own unknown destiny here. It remains as an undefined mystery yet. After having a good high class education at alien land, struggling to pick up one good, professional job and thinking of a terrible surgery back home few months ago.. my natal chart seriously looks horrible for me for almost an year till now.. I am afraid that all the planets are going in Brownian Motion as stated by Robert Brown (a Scottish Botanist) ages back. What is the purpose of my life? Why am I here? There is no answer for me to these questions. I always used to say PASS to these sort of issues, when ever it hit my mind millions times before and eat my mind like an anxiety disorder. But now, its a high time for me to take some necessary action to put all my planets together aligned at one place and make a proper movement. Things will always seem to be so complicated when it happens and we may feel nervous or in dilemma to take good decision while it is happening or going through.. but later, the same thing was seem to be so simple after it has happened, whether the end product will be an innovative creation or may be a most disastrous crap. Like that I don't really know what decision am I going to take for my life's progress right at the moment. Hopefully I should not regret for what I am doing now, keeping my fingers crossed for an unopened chapter of my life. As I was scribbling this at twelve in the midnight, my mom was calling from India (it was half five in the morning... as they are in the other pole of the earth, the sun used to come out so early to wake up the people from their bed, which never comes on time here at so called ENGLAND and people here used to take much pride to describe this as British Weather) to say that, an important star (which is responsible for job & good health) on my birth chart is migrating from one place to other, so that he can do some favour for me to put every thing straight and makes me more focussed on my profession. After hearing this, how could one be there by not believing in his own natus or destiny? Wish and hope that, my natus will have loads of good in store for me and for all my friends either :):):)