Ready 2 leave....

Mixed emotions in my heart - feeling good to get back to Oxford & at the same time feeling bad and nostalgic to leave home. I've never felt this way before. Since its only two and half days more to leave, I've become sick of getting back. Its also because of home food, family and friends. I don't want to miss any of the home sophistication and privilege which I enjoyed in the past four months. Any how I've to leave India for which I cannot take up these excuses. My future remains an undefined mystery which holds millions of questions in my heart. Hope for the best I can! Had a great time with friends, though very little (just 3 days in a solid four and half months!!!), in which many of my pals were so busy with their work. So couldn't get sufficient time to link up... Lets hope for next meet with all friends. Mean time, I've to pack every thing which become a huge and difficult task. I am so confused with my baggage! I really don't know what to take and leave. Whatever I can bring from here can only long for just a month, later I've to buy all from Oxford. So planning to get less baggage for two reasons. First, in Oxford I can get every thing as I wish! Secondly, I am advised not to carry heavy weight. So I cannot pull two separate huge travel rollers on each hand. Therefore, I decided to carry just one roller and accommodate only little stuff which can be taken depend on the roller capacity. Looking forward to the next phase of my life after studies. As every human grows, their responsibility as well grows along with them. I too have many responsibilities and duties to look after. After had a major surgery and long sit back, now my total system have been refreshed and acquired new kinda energy. Hope those energy will make a positive thoughts which eventually lead to a positive action!!!